VLOG- Captured Summer

Woot! Woot! Can you hear the summer beat? 

Here is another video-blog babies. A VLOG that surely suit for this season. The Philippines have been invaded by the summer heat and where is the perfect get-away. . .Boracay baby.

Together with my friends, we conquer the white sand beaches of Boracay. We enjoyed every second of it....from the scenery to the immersion of native culture and foreign ones. We spend our days at the Paradise Garden Boracay where we experienced a very warm hospitality service.

Hope you enjoy watching this VLOG.

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What Would It Be?

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I was raised almost without you

All this time I loved you

Even if you're not here I feel you

In my heart and in my life I turn to you

You're in God's hand and sometimes makes me blue.

Your smile is still vivid in my mind

Those late nights that I will run towards you

When you return from worked then asked where I'm at

You got me a bag of sweet macaroons 

And all of my siblings get jealous.

It was a rainy night without the light

Everything is lost in the deep silence of the night

All I heard is a knocked on the door then a heartfelt fright

That was the night when everything fades alright 

And bring everyone crying and loose the tight.

From that day a part of me was lost

Mother and I stand along the happiest and rockiest path of life

I got bullies; I study hard; I am rewarded and strive more

Without you life is different; its like living in a strange world

I miss you.

What would it be if you were there...

At my birthdays when I get a year older

At my graduation when mother wore her proud smile

At my worst and best point when all is so emotional

I wonder what it feels to have a father.

What would it be if you were here...

Every day of my life reminding me how a man is

Every time when I get wounded and my heart bleeds

Every night before I go to sleep

I wonder what will you say to me.

What would it be if you were alive

Would you be a proud father of a boy like me?

Would you listen to my weird stories everyday?

Would you accept my individuality and my decisions? 

Would you fix my family tree and complete it for me?

Too Much. Still Vague. Fake Smile

Summer is right there on the corner

He is letting all of his worries cover

The only weapon he have is a soulful prayer

In the road full of insincerity and danger

All he see is a light in the manger

Yet he is still stuck on a melting dreams

Staying up all night and day on the seams

Making his way inside the ozone of the streams.

Its ending soon

Too soon to prepare myself to ride a balloon 

In this tug of war inside the lagoon

So idle, tangled, rattled and maroon

Life is unfair yet its never here too soon

He's getting vague responses under the sky

All of this circumstances around him questioning why oh why

Still making his way not making himself cry.

Its false hopes again

It feels like pouring rain and flowing pain

He understands everything but there's a wall to gain

Its a world wide wind and its making him insane

He wait there too long and his knees hurting at the lane

Too lame in the development

Its a mind over matter argument

Getting his room for improvement. 

Abnormal Heart

I am normal. . .am I?

I know I'm different and still in confusion

My heart is healed from destruction

Head over heels on your every motion

Letting all my feelings and emotion

Making all of these bizarre commotion

Yet I'm still lost in action.

My heart is normal. . .is it?

My heart is beating unusual than it used to be

I hope you notices me whenever the sun dive on the sea

My vision, the reasons and the story you foresee

That tells about me getting in to you baby

In a circulatory events of forbidden mystery.

All of you is normal. . .oh is it?

The first time I felt shivers deep inside my soul

Your stare made a furious blood rush in my all

The kindness you make bare all the truth about the fall

Yet you refused it and it is easily accepted call

I hope it will changed my hope to the great fall.

Us is normal. . .we are, isn't it?

We have a mutual diversion of world

Getting happiness in every veins we have

Our left and right atrium is full of mystic affection we can't explain

And the world outside us is killing us with their evil glares

Just because we are communal and they are prejudice.

I'm falling on a normal person. . .am I?

I guess this is so right at the wrong beginning

How can you and I drops on a happy ending

Where from the start its all business and suffering

I need you as a human, caring and sweet loving

I know this is unusual but I will keep it pumping. 

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I'm here, my life has its reasons

I knew it and I have to learn my lessons

Nineteen years of dreams and expectations

I always live with it and aim for position

Letting the hardship of a childish probation

The motherly unconditional love I felt in every season

Yet life has dealt its cards, tells me to create a motion.

I can do this yet I really don't know how

I'm not alone in this curve but things now are tough

All the air I'm breathing seems so intoxicating and I can't get enough

Time is a predator on its wilderness and this road really gets so rough

And all I can do is sleep, cry then fake a laugh

All of this melancholic material stuff

Makes me wonder if you or I will sustain to get-off my craft.

In life or love we fall but a little harder

Then you go and make it much harder

Uttering those promises of what I want or need and other

Comes with a spell of breaking them one by one and makes me weaker

False hopes again is like pouring like rain and sudden change the weather

Its not new to me yet my eyes now are full of water

Questioning there's nothing wrong writing hopes into permanent marker.

Its painted with kindness and splattered of dullness

Making all my wounds and untitled rhyme of sadness

Guarding myself at the forest of happiness

Wishing all I can is all what you want and gladness

I know I'll vigilant just like a warrior in the middle of the quietness 

Just a few steps more to free me from this restlessness

Enabling me fly like nobody do it.

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