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I was raised almost without you
All this time I loved you
Even if you're not here I feel you
In my heart and in my life I turn to you
You're in God's hand and sometimes makes me blue.
Your smile is still vivid in my mind
Those late nights that I will run towards you
When you return from worked then asked where I'm at
You got me a bag of sweet macaroons
And all of my siblings get jealous.
It was a rainy night without the light
Everything is lost in the deep silence of the night
All I heard is a knocked on the door then a heartfelt fright
That was the night when everything fades alright
And bring everyone crying and loose the tight.
From that day a part of me was lost
Mother and I stand along the happiest and rockiest path of life
I got bullies; I study hard; I am rewarded and strive more
Without you life is different; its like living in a strange world
I miss you.
What would it be if you were there...
At my birthdays when I get a year older
At my graduation when mother wore her proud smile
At my worst and best point when all is so emotional
I wonder what it feels to have a father.
What would it be if you were here...
Every day of my life reminding me how a man is
Every time when I get wounded and my heart bleeds
Every night before I go to sleep
I wonder what will you say to me.
What would it be if you were alive
Would you be a proud father of a boy like me?
Would you listen to my weird stories everyday?
Would you accept my individuality and my decisions?
Would you fix my family tree and complete it for me?
