Abnormal Heart

I am normal. . .am I?

I know I'm different and still in confusion

My heart is healed from destruction

Head over heels on your every motion

Letting all my feelings and emotion

Making all of these bizarre commotion

Yet I'm still lost in action.

My heart is normal. . .is it?

My heart is beating unusual than it used to be

I hope you notices me whenever the sun dive on the sea

My vision, the reasons and the story you foresee

That tells about me getting in to you baby

In a circulatory events of forbidden mystery.

All of you is normal. . .oh is it?

The first time I felt shivers deep inside my soul

Your stare made a furious blood rush in my all

The kindness you make bare all the truth about the fall

Yet you refused it and it is easily accepted call

I hope it will changed my hope to the great fall.

Us is normal. . .we are, isn't it?

We have a mutual diversion of world

Getting happiness in every veins we have

Our left and right atrium is full of mystic affection we can't explain

And the world outside us is killing us with their evil glares

Just because we are communal and they are prejudice.

I'm falling on a normal person. . .am I?

I guess this is so right at the wrong beginning

How can you and I drops on a happy ending

Where from the start its all business and suffering

I need you as a human, caring and sweet loving

I know this is unusual but I will keep it pumping. 

Start Again

Feel the truth and step a little more stronger

The moon shines outside in shades darker

Don't you worry your fears are weaker

When the pasts made you into a fighter

And the mornings open your heart much brighter.

It a rolling stone and molten iron

Full of irony and wild lion

Just bear in mind you can carry it even if it weighs a ton

No one can make you cry inside your lawn

Even a melancholic ugly creature will run.

Touch the electrifying gravity between you and dignity

The difference of facade in beauty

Meteors will fall under the reality

Making a huge tragedy in the history

Then you are safe from this one whole world of fake serenity.

It was nine in the morning with a cup of coffee

Died hours of the people around you sounds so creepy

Surviving is not enough and not that easy

Yet it is pretty and worthy

Taking chances,  risks and you're ready.

Start again to smile

Start again to live life for a long mile

Start again to walk on a long golden aisle 

Start again to jump in above the sky

Start again to love unconditionally without lie. 

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VLOG- Wasted Youth

Hey its another video-blog. . .another fun video of me featuring some of my real friends and my rings. (I love rings)

Whats about this Vlog? Well besides from my vanity I also include some clip of the Korean series "A Gentleman's Dignity" and some work I have ---- the sleeveless polo shirt with leopard print, its a DIY (Do-It-Yourself). I also wear my new pair of Sanuk here. . .feel so comfortable as ever. You can see also Ate Aps with her newly re-bonded hair and for me the funniest part is when SaSa do her dance on the cam. 

Here is the video babies. . . 

Some of the clips are taken inside my room and somewhere in the Philippines and taken by Diane. Oh and some are stolen though :)

So how do you like it? Please share your comment. Thank you. 

Here is a closer view on my DIY Sleeveless Polo Shirt with Leoperd print. . .

Vain. Vain. Vain

A Tinsly Note

Blueberry cheesecake that's how I indulged myself in food

A little of sugar in a cup of milk tea

A bite of cucumber and some lettuce too

A spoonful of creamy soup and pieces of chocolate

These are my guilty pleasure. . .I have to be slim and fit.

Little black dress is all I wanted to wear

Glitters on my stilettos sparkling when I strut and wave my hair

Got to put on my diamonds shining like stars

I'm in my red luscious lips and signature bags

And its sunny outside. . .let my pink glasses protect me.

  He's looking at me more than just a couple time

Walk towards me and asked if I'm free tonight

The whisper tickles me so light and makes me blush

Inhaling all the atmosphere saying "yes" and "why"

Now I'm in a room full of romance and candles. . .he's all the man I ever wanted.

A man who is. . .

Thoughtful, honest and caring whatever the scene were in to

Faithful ans loyal, although it is synonymous he must possessed it

Always makes me happy and makes things so interesting

Respectful and God-fearing, its the most thing he should have.

I'm just a girl and I need to step back and remind myself

I'm a girl. . .fully innocent and vividly modest

I am a girl with a conscious mind and heart 

I don't need to hurry things up and I need to enjoy life

I am hopeful and honest. . .I am Tinsly and this is my note.

▲  ♥  ☠ ☁ †

VLOG: Happy Me

Its my first VLOG (Video-blog) ...and I hope you'll like it (my quirkiness).

I decided to make my first video for my blog using only my phone. . .actually it is an experiment to let me see if I'm looking good on cam and gladly I like the outcome. 

Here is the "Happy Me" video.

Let me tell you a short story about this VLOG...

One day I was so bored and feeling so happily pathetic so this idea just pop-out in my mind. I was randomly taking videos of myself and my classmates. You may think it is a piece of vanity and to tell you the truth yes it is. :)

I hope you like this clip because if you do. . .I might post something like this in the future. 

- RYNDOL 

What's The Remedy?

CLARITY

Little talks, little walks, those little moments

In a summer haze it all turns in to ashes

People talk, people walk all the same way

And I have decided to see the other way

Same talks, old walks seems so soft

I want to make a difference all around the loft.

INSANITY

Little sadness, little madness is all I have

Life is a circle with an infinity sign at the center

Your sadness and his madness makes all the pink cloud

The melody of love is distorted and loud

Same sadness, old madness in all the same path

What made you crumble is always associated with math.

TRAGEDY

Little water and little fire is a poison in a bottle

 I try to cuddle yet it turns into a monster

Your water, my fire made this room full of desire

Rain keep on pouring and I am definitely your master

Same water, old fire turns the woods in to pieces of charcoal

And that's the same time you and I experience our final fall.

REMEDY

Little moves, little steps make a big hole

I've done that and I survive what was told 

Your moves and my steps now are on the opposites

It is better this way and all things are in easy transits

Same moves, old steps are on my garbage bag

Just the same old me and this is my remedy.

✔☠✔☠✔☠

MOVIE: Warm Bodies

From a novel to a motion picture... I'm so so excited to see this movie. 

Here is the full trailer of Warm Bodies.

Probably on February this adaptation will be on theaters around the world. Let's find out how zombies live and how they start to feel something again.

Monotonous

Sleep, Eat, Study, Pray, Sleep

It's always this

How can I make a bliss

In a haste of one way hiss 

Then all of a sudden I miss to kiss

Why should I take a risk?

If I'm all bored with this.

I feel so monotonous

My life or maybe I make my own way

To make the urge here to stay

And forever then is not away

I got to do this from what the future lay

At least I'll do my part and I got to pay

All of the drops of sky in a gleeful way.

I am a zombie

That whole strange feeling

Feeling of interference whenever I'm walking

In the middle of the hallway where they keep talking

Talking of 'I Don't Knows' while there eyes is blinking

I made me to this silent child in the making

Who will talk to you and make you do some laughing.

I've got this

It's a teenager thingy

When every words uttered gets so stingy

Smells like burned paper with brandy

Tears you up to death of insecurity

And just leave you down below in misery

Yet you wake up all day and pretend that you are happy.

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- its been a while the last time I post something here....sorry. I got so busy on my study.

Pieces of Colors

Turn Around Every Now and Then

VIOLET or MAGENTA - Whatever you name it

Almost painting...

Maybe Not or Who?

Mr. Focal Point

She's on Yellow and Sorbetes.