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I'm here, my life has its reasons

I knew it and I have to learn my lessons

Nineteen years of dreams and expectations

I always live with it and aim for position

Letting the hardship of a childish probation

The motherly unconditional love I felt in every season

Yet life has dealt its cards, tells me to create a motion.

I can do this yet I really don't know how

I'm not alone in this curve but things now are tough

All the air I'm breathing seems so intoxicating and I can't get enough

Time is a predator on its wilderness and this road really gets so rough

And all I can do is sleep, cry then fake a laugh

All of this melancholic material stuff

Makes me wonder if you or I will sustain to get-off my craft.

In life or love we fall but a little harder

Then you go and make it much harder

Uttering those promises of what I want or need and other

Comes with a spell of breaking them one by one and makes me weaker

False hopes again is like pouring like rain and sudden change the weather

Its not new to me yet my eyes now are full of water

Questioning there's nothing wrong writing hopes into permanent marker.

Its painted with kindness and splattered of dullness

Making all my wounds and untitled rhyme of sadness

Guarding myself at the forest of happiness

Wishing all I can is all what you want and gladness

I know I'll vigilant just like a warrior in the middle of the quietness 

Just a few steps more to free me from this restlessness

Enabling me fly like nobody do it.

♛ ‏♛  ‏♛ ‏

Start Again

Feel the truth and step a little more stronger

The moon shines outside in shades darker

Don't you worry your fears are weaker

When the pasts made you into a fighter

And the mornings open your heart much brighter.

It a rolling stone and molten iron

Full of irony and wild lion

Just bear in mind you can carry it even if it weighs a ton

No one can make you cry inside your lawn

Even a melancholic ugly creature will run.

Touch the electrifying gravity between you and dignity

The difference of facade in beauty

Meteors will fall under the reality

Making a huge tragedy in the history

Then you are safe from this one whole world of fake serenity.

It was nine in the morning with a cup of coffee

Died hours of the people around you sounds so creepy

Surviving is not enough and not that easy

Yet it is pretty and worthy

Taking chances,  risks and you're ready.

Start again to smile

Start again to live life for a long mile

Start again to walk on a long golden aisle 

Start again to jump in above the sky

Start again to love unconditionally without lie. 

☆ ‏☆  ‏☆ ‏

A Tinsly Note

Blueberry cheesecake that's how I indulged myself in food

A little of sugar in a cup of milk tea

A bite of cucumber and some lettuce too

A spoonful of creamy soup and pieces of chocolate

These are my guilty pleasure. . .I have to be slim and fit.

Little black dress is all I wanted to wear

Glitters on my stilettos sparkling when I strut and wave my hair

Got to put on my diamonds shining like stars

I'm in my red luscious lips and signature bags

And its sunny outside. . .let my pink glasses protect me.

  He's looking at me more than just a couple time

Walk towards me and asked if I'm free tonight

The whisper tickles me so light and makes me blush

Inhaling all the atmosphere saying "yes" and "why"

Now I'm in a room full of romance and candles. . .he's all the man I ever wanted.

A man who is. . .

Thoughtful, honest and caring whatever the scene were in to

Faithful ans loyal, although it is synonymous he must possessed it

Always makes me happy and makes things so interesting

Respectful and God-fearing, its the most thing he should have.

I'm just a girl and I need to step back and remind myself

I'm a girl. . .fully innocent and vividly modest

I am a girl with a conscious mind and heart 

I don't need to hurry things up and I need to enjoy life

I am hopeful and honest. . .I am Tinsly and this is my note.

▲  ♥  ☠ ☁ †

What's The Remedy?

CLARITY

Little talks, little walks, those little moments

In a summer haze it all turns in to ashes

People talk, people walk all the same way

And I have decided to see the other way

Same talks, old walks seems so soft

I want to make a difference all around the loft.

INSANITY

Little sadness, little madness is all I have

Life is a circle with an infinity sign at the center

Your sadness and his madness makes all the pink cloud

The melody of love is distorted and loud

Same sadness, old madness in all the same path

What made you crumble is always associated with math.

TRAGEDY

Little water and little fire is a poison in a bottle

 I try to cuddle yet it turns into a monster

Your water, my fire made this room full of desire

Rain keep on pouring and I am definitely your master

Same water, old fire turns the woods in to pieces of charcoal

And that's the same time you and I experience our final fall.

REMEDY

Little moves, little steps make a big hole

I've done that and I survive what was told 

Your moves and my steps now are on the opposites

It is better this way and all things are in easy transits

Same moves, old steps are on my garbage bag

Just the same old me and this is my remedy.

✔☠✔☠✔☠

MOVIE: Warm Bodies

From a novel to a motion picture... I'm so so excited to see this movie. 

Here is the full trailer of Warm Bodies.

Probably on February this adaptation will be on theaters around the world. Let's find out how zombies live and how they start to feel something again.

Sweet As SHE

It's another Birthday post. . .

Happy Birthday Sharede Quiros!!!! Ooops she prefer not to call her on her given name so let us call her "SWEET". Let us greet her a Blessed 20th existence. I've been with her for three years and I shed no secret with this young lady.

This poem is for you. . .

Sweet as She is a rare flower that blooms on the morning dew

Love and faith in God never loss in you

You speak a gift with reasons and cue

There is someone out there watching before we knew

All your questions will fade like air of two.

Sweet as She is like a priceless candy

When you stand up there then make someone happy

Just always remember to smile in glee

And just let me know if you're in your saddest tree

I'll run next to you with the whole girls beside me.

Sweet as She is like the greatest to ponder

When we're with you all we hear is a humble thunder

All I wish is that you'll find your lover

That can be your friend, a brother and provider

You will find him someday in a snap of a finger.

Thank you for being there at all times. We may have misunderstandings but always remember that you got a home in me. :) 

Party?

Its All Wrong

♔ ♔ ♔

Suddenly I realized its not going to happen

I got so drown and its all wrong

My admiration drive me crazy, its all wrong

I got so delirious over my dreams ye its all wrong

You is beyond my capacity and how can I carry on.

I can not bear it anymore; I wish I'll find a song

In my situation and inhibition its all wrong

In the society's eye its all wrong

You have your own disposition where I do not fit into; its all wrong

It never happens and never will do.

This thunder hit me and drops of rain pours

Though in your darkest nightmare its all wrong

I guess I'll be alone and its all wrong

I've prepared myself for this yet it feels all wrong

In pain and in gain I will not find home.

Clarity never haunted me until now

Still grieving and I know its all wrong

Continue watching you afar and its all wrong

Gravity never fails to hurt me; how I wish I was wrong

Of all this statements you were the only exception.

😉 😉 😉

All I Want

☂ ☂ ☂

How can it be when it is so impossible?

Differences and gender is durable

Age doesn't matter and I hope its that simple

I like your smile; the way you move; and you're humble

You and me together even the skies will crumble.

Who? You. . .

Meeting of our eyes even for a split second makes me blush

Everything in my world seems a sweet mash

I can't focus myself in an state of hush

While sitting here I just want to take time of lush.

Why I am writing this poem when I'm not even sure

All of my feelings and anxiety uncured 

My heart is at you and my mind is on a tour

I'm not even sure if you like me that leaves me unsecured

But then its you I like the most.

Should I stop the feeling or should I let go

What if there's a possibility

A hope than is little that tiny

Maybe I'll just prepare myself for a laughter or regret 

But its clear to me that all I want is you.

▲▲▲ ‏

Late Night

Put my headphones on

Tuned in my favorite songs

Keep replaying all my wrongs

And I've been single for so long

Its all in my mind when I'm alone.

Lately tears are fading

But it's clear that I am craving

I hate to label and handle

All the commitments at the cradle

Yet I miss the feelings and how to cuddle.

I open up my window and see the sky

Black color and diamonds up high

I can't help myself but to cry

Reflects all my dreams and desire

This late night it's okay to be sad.

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✞   ✞   ✞ ‏

Perks of Being Single

✈ ✈ ✈

No man is an island

Yet I'm here in a single gland

Trying to keep my feet on the ground

With a fire inside like a greyhound

Can not see a love that I finally found.

Freedom was given

Time has loosen

Patience was proven

I was with Him and enlightened

I learn to talk and listen.

Peace is too much

No one caress me nor touch

Guilty in every inch to my crotch 

Movies are all watched 

I feel so alone as such.

It is a choice

First it gives you joys

Chilled nights and morning moist

Two wide road in a hoist

You hold it till you found yourself lost.

Treacherous slopes

 Betraying hopes

Colliding loops of affecting scuffs 

Where is the one with eyes for soups

Rides with me in an endless proofs.

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♕ ‏

Let the sky fall

I'm not losing it all

When you never drop a call

I wipe my tears and leaned on the wall

But I never regret promising you my heart and soul.

Let me talk first

It ended up in summer

69 days of grief and sober

On the floor, I was a moon starer

While you smile and can't explain how much you are happier.

Let me say it loud

Why this noise make it sound

Like a boomerang

During the silent midnight grounds

It will fly like a solid away from the grounds.

Let you die

The urge I feel inside

Every thing will have to slide

Destroy every piece of mine

It don't break even and not healed for a long time.

Let us set apart

It hurts a lot

Better now if we decide

Better now or never

Thank you for the love and suffer.

♪♫ ‏♪♫ ‏♪♫ ‏