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I'm here, my life has its reasons

I knew it and I have to learn my lessons

Nineteen years of dreams and expectations

I always live with it and aim for position

Letting the hardship of a childish probation

The motherly unconditional love I felt in every season

Yet life has dealt its cards, tells me to create a motion.

I can do this yet I really don't know how

I'm not alone in this curve but things now are tough

All the air I'm breathing seems so intoxicating and I can't get enough

Time is a predator on its wilderness and this road really gets so rough

And all I can do is sleep, cry then fake a laugh

All of this melancholic material stuff

Makes me wonder if you or I will sustain to get-off my craft.

In life or love we fall but a little harder

Then you go and make it much harder

Uttering those promises of what I want or need and other

Comes with a spell of breaking them one by one and makes me weaker

False hopes again is like pouring like rain and sudden change the weather

Its not new to me yet my eyes now are full of water

Questioning there's nothing wrong writing hopes into permanent marker.

Its painted with kindness and splattered of dullness

Making all my wounds and untitled rhyme of sadness

Guarding myself at the forest of happiness

Wishing all I can is all what you want and gladness

I know I'll vigilant just like a warrior in the middle of the quietness 

Just a few steps more to free me from this restlessness

Enabling me fly like nobody do it.

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Start Again

Feel the truth and step a little more stronger

The moon shines outside in shades darker

Don't you worry your fears are weaker

When the pasts made you into a fighter

And the mornings open your heart much brighter.

It a rolling stone and molten iron

Full of irony and wild lion

Just bear in mind you can carry it even if it weighs a ton

No one can make you cry inside your lawn

Even a melancholic ugly creature will run.

Touch the electrifying gravity between you and dignity

The difference of facade in beauty

Meteors will fall under the reality

Making a huge tragedy in the history

Then you are safe from this one whole world of fake serenity.

It was nine in the morning with a cup of coffee

Died hours of the people around you sounds so creepy

Surviving is not enough and not that easy

Yet it is pretty and worthy

Taking chances,  risks and you're ready.

Start again to smile

Start again to live life for a long mile

Start again to walk on a long golden aisle 

Start again to jump in above the sky

Start again to love unconditionally without lie. 

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