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I'm here, my life has its reasons

I knew it and I have to learn my lessons

Nineteen years of dreams and expectations

I always live with it and aim for position

Letting the hardship of a childish probation

The motherly unconditional love I felt in every season

Yet life has dealt its cards, tells me to create a motion.

I can do this yet I really don't know how

I'm not alone in this curve but things now are tough

All the air I'm breathing seems so intoxicating and I can't get enough

Time is a predator on its wilderness and this road really gets so rough

And all I can do is sleep, cry then fake a laugh

All of this melancholic material stuff

Makes me wonder if you or I will sustain to get-off my craft.

In life or love we fall but a little harder

Then you go and make it much harder

Uttering those promises of what I want or need and other

Comes with a spell of breaking them one by one and makes me weaker

False hopes again is like pouring like rain and sudden change the weather

Its not new to me yet my eyes now are full of water

Questioning there's nothing wrong writing hopes into permanent marker.

Its painted with kindness and splattered of dullness

Making all my wounds and untitled rhyme of sadness

Guarding myself at the forest of happiness

Wishing all I can is all what you want and gladness

I know I'll vigilant just like a warrior in the middle of the quietness 

Just a few steps more to free me from this restlessness

Enabling me fly like nobody do it.

♛ ‏♛  ‏♛ ‏

VLOG- Wasted Youth

Hey its another video-blog. . .another fun video of me featuring some of my real friends and my rings. (I love rings)

Whats about this Vlog? Well besides from my vanity I also include some clip of the Korean series "A Gentleman's Dignity" and some work I have ---- the sleeveless polo shirt with leopard print, its a DIY (Do-It-Yourself). I also wear my new pair of Sanuk here. . .feel so comfortable as ever. You can see also Ate Aps with her newly re-bonded hair and for me the funniest part is when SaSa do her dance on the cam. 

Here is the video babies. . . 

Some of the clips are taken inside my room and somewhere in the Philippines and taken by Diane. Oh and some are stolen though :)

So how do you like it? Please share your comment. Thank you. 

Here is a closer view on my DIY Sleeveless Polo Shirt with Leoperd print. . .

Vain. Vain. Vain

A Tinsly Note

Blueberry cheesecake that's how I indulged myself in food

A little of sugar in a cup of milk tea

A bite of cucumber and some lettuce too

A spoonful of creamy soup and pieces of chocolate

These are my guilty pleasure. . .I have to be slim and fit.

Little black dress is all I wanted to wear

Glitters on my stilettos sparkling when I strut and wave my hair

Got to put on my diamonds shining like stars

I'm in my red luscious lips and signature bags

And its sunny outside. . .let my pink glasses protect me.

  He's looking at me more than just a couple time

Walk towards me and asked if I'm free tonight

The whisper tickles me so light and makes me blush

Inhaling all the atmosphere saying "yes" and "why"

Now I'm in a room full of romance and candles. . .he's all the man I ever wanted.

A man who is. . .

Thoughtful, honest and caring whatever the scene were in to

Faithful ans loyal, although it is synonymous he must possessed it

Always makes me happy and makes things so interesting

Respectful and God-fearing, its the most thing he should have.

I'm just a girl and I need to step back and remind myself

I'm a girl. . .fully innocent and vividly modest

I am a girl with a conscious mind and heart 

I don't need to hurry things up and I need to enjoy life

I am hopeful and honest. . .I am Tinsly and this is my note.

▲  ♥  ☠ ☁ †

VLOG: Happy Me

Its my first VLOG (Video-blog) ...and I hope you'll like it (my quirkiness).

I decided to make my first video for my blog using only my phone. . .actually it is an experiment to let me see if I'm looking good on cam and gladly I like the outcome. 

Here is the "Happy Me" video.

Let me tell you a short story about this VLOG...

One day I was so bored and feeling so happily pathetic so this idea just pop-out in my mind. I was randomly taking videos of myself and my classmates. You may think it is a piece of vanity and to tell you the truth yes it is. :)

I hope you like this clip because if you do. . .I might post something like this in the future. 

- RYNDOL 

Monotonous

Sleep, Eat, Study, Pray, Sleep

It's always this

How can I make a bliss

In a haste of one way hiss 

Then all of a sudden I miss to kiss

Why should I take a risk?

If I'm all bored with this.

I feel so monotonous

My life or maybe I make my own way

To make the urge here to stay

And forever then is not away

I got to do this from what the future lay

At least I'll do my part and I got to pay

All of the drops of sky in a gleeful way.

I am a zombie

That whole strange feeling

Feeling of interference whenever I'm walking

In the middle of the hallway where they keep talking

Talking of 'I Don't Knows' while there eyes is blinking

I made me to this silent child in the making

Who will talk to you and make you do some laughing.

I've got this

It's a teenager thingy

When every words uttered gets so stingy

Smells like burned paper with brandy

Tears you up to death of insecurity

And just leave you down below in misery

Yet you wake up all day and pretend that you are happy.

▲ ▲ ▲ 

- its been a while the last time I post something here....sorry. I got so busy on my study.

Pieces of Colors

Turn Around Every Now and Then

VIOLET or MAGENTA - Whatever you name it

Almost painting...

Maybe Not or Who?

Mr. Focal Point

She's on Yellow and Sorbetes.