Monotonous

Sleep, Eat, Study, Pray, Sleep

It's always this

How can I make a bliss

In a haste of one way hiss 

Then all of a sudden I miss to kiss

Why should I take a risk?

If I'm all bored with this.

I feel so monotonous

My life or maybe I make my own way

To make the urge here to stay

And forever then is not away

I got to do this from what the future lay

At least I'll do my part and I got to pay

All of the drops of sky in a gleeful way.

I am a zombie

That whole strange feeling

Feeling of interference whenever I'm walking

In the middle of the hallway where they keep talking

Talking of 'I Don't Knows' while there eyes is blinking

I made me to this silent child in the making

Who will talk to you and make you do some laughing.

I've got this

It's a teenager thingy

When every words uttered gets so stingy

Smells like burned paper with brandy

Tears you up to death of insecurity

And just leave you down below in misery

Yet you wake up all day and pretend that you are happy.

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- its been a while the last time I post something here....sorry. I got so busy on my study.